Hey what’s some worst one more goodbye could do
You can’t hurt me cause I can’t love you
My heart’s so far beyond repair
You don’t have to handle me with care…
You can’t break what’s broken
So after my last blog post and talking to a few friends about it I figured getting this weight off my back would be so freeing, however I find myself looking around every corner for the other shoe to drop, for someone to use this to hurt me. I find myself looking for something to be wrong, like the Lady Antebellum song says It’s like I love this life when nothing’s right, unless something’s wrong. Why can’t I just be happy, and not look around the corner for something to be wrong?
Why am I still so scared to let new people in, I have had a new friend invite me over to hang out but I’m so skeptical to hang out with anyone new because I still fear to let them get to know me because if they get to know me they won’t like me. Why can’t I just be normal?!
Advice needed, how do you learn how to be happy/content? How did you learn to trust after you got hurt? Any and all useful advice would be greatly appreciated.